Posted by: tanchiahui | December 22, 2017

winter solstice

happy winter solstice everyone!!

suddenly got the feel want to write one post for today. long time i didnt write a proper post already.

within this 1-2 years, i think i am difference already compare to last time.

stay tune, next year i will write down what i had done so far. you will be surprised. 🙂

Posted by: tanchiahui | December 18, 2017


Posted by: tanchiahui | July 20, 2017


you are always in my heart. 世界女 as always, you had fly over the world so many times, now you are discovering the other world for 38days already. Hope you are doing well in other world. When I writing this post, you voice i popping in my mind.

The kindness, the lovely fen yi, I remember how caring you are…. So hard, really so hard… I am living happily now. Hope you bless yi zhang, yap grandma, sean and rachel. I believe they are still crying each night after we left new york.

Is so hard to believe, you left us so early.

memories bring us backward, only dreams can bring us forward. I will keep my dream move on… no worry fen yi…. i will be strong again. My wing will raise up again, and fly as possible again.

I remember, you say i am 世界仔,i will keep this and i wont waste my life. 🙂



Posted by: tanchiahui | June 4, 2017

Posted by: tanchiahui | April 24, 2017

Emotional Month

Not sure what happen to me recently.

I am feeling so depressed. Am I still bleeding? I feel so tired….

Posted by: tanchiahui | March 29, 2017




Posted by: tanchiahui | February 12, 2017



Accept what is it. Let go of what was it. Have faith in what will be.

Posted by: tanchiahui | December 12, 2016

One year ago

Friday night, I went to the vendor dinner invitation. Total 8 ppl from our company…

That place is very nice and suitable for couple… I never know this place before…

One of my colleagues said, is u got gf here u definitely will explore this place in one day..

My mind was thinking.. is truth also.. I seldom do this kind of thing in SG..

But in Malaysia, I definitely know .. because I live there over 20y,…曾经我计划过的,准备过的。。不知道为什么会想起以前。。 不知道如果那时你来这边。。 没有如过, 只有事实。。 就算我准备的在充足,充分,那又如何?你没来。。。

Posted by: tanchiahui | November 6, 2016

Posted by: tanchiahui | October 2, 2016

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